Posted on February 22, 2019 Updated on February 26, 2019

Michael tested on me during sleep at 245pm. Feb 22.

Hold on my tonsile or something i couldnt speak. I sat up. He was talking backwards or something and holdimg my throut so i couldnt think/speak.

Then woke up. Thought i lost my voice. This is dangerous…

2/15

Posted on February 17, 2019 Updated on February 21, 2019

Emg. And life

2/16

Over…

Essay of life.

1268.

Not over….. 17 day straight of abuse….

Backwards System

Posted on February 16, 2019 Updated on February 16, 2019

Will NSD BUCKET LIST

become the darkness to reveal the light inside? be the reflexive shadow that is cast on self.

poetry and abstraction of reality help me cope with the appearance struggles of self and society during a pessimistic episode.

PESSIMISM TENDs to REVEAL ITSELF WHEN SPECIFIC STRUGGLEs gETs THE MOST OF YOU.

generalizing helps to realize that MOMENTARY PROBLEMS ARE NOT AS BAD.

i struggle for the significance of self every day.

i understand more closely towardc the role o play. mass therapy for all and all who come.

I enjoy it. Its challenge to adapt self THAT ACCOPMIDATES SELF INTRESDEFT WITH OVERALL goal.

i am ill practiced in funtioning in a manner that i will put this presenation of an opportunity. SEEK more practice at first. more content than perfection then seek to narrow down later. habit first then quality. habit will assist for the future. (conservative focus)

Posted on February 16, 2019

Print and write down what you need

2/15 3:25pm

Posted on February 15, 2019 Updated on February 16, 2019

Went to the fbi.police.

Called nsa. Called department of justice.

Said they cant help…. no one can….

He uses a false identity possiblity..

Im still being terrorised by him but cant give up since he might have control over the world already

Posted on February 15, 2019 Updated on January 13, 2020

****Try to think and remember your children

Woman of life

Posted on February 13, 2019 Updated on February 13, 2019

Please come see me now… i need you in my life my love.

For all that we go though you truly are love itself for all that you do for me.

We need help in this life to be us. I know now…

My jeti of life

Posted on February 12, 2019 Updated on January 13, 2020

Read em and weep

This time we’ve creeped

To this world and peek

In the light we seek

Explore and to keep

Things that we meet

The keep us together and bleak

A matching to peak

That lucky star you are M

Jesus

American hooror story…

batmen..

Luner new year!

Posted on February 6, 2019 Updated on February 8, 2019

Pig!

You eat your heart out love!!! I am trying to make this a senational and educational time for the PoisionIngestionGuinee pig.

To homeostasis of molecules and influential dynamic architecture.

And being polite i do well as my shoe walk through the hall of fame.

System fail… cant look at flag….

Mentally hijacked…

Cant see her… life failure…

I love you my dearest fiar lady… lory you are my everything. And my everything collapsed today… 1/7…. i losted…